幸好想的不是你。

幸好想的不是你。

If I lose myself tonight, 

It'd be by your side. 

If I lose myself tonight, 

Whoa, whoa, whoa. 

I don't know who I'm missing now 

To think that I thought you were similar to my bro, caring and always loving. 

But nope. 

Like what Shu wen said, 

Maybe you're just that little childish kid. 

Crushing on you for more than a year was a waste of my time. 

I'm glad I saw through that 

You didn't want to protect me 

I gave you the chance, 

You threw it away. 

I'm glad I've put it behind me 

我一直以为我们错的是时间，

但我错了。

其实我们错的是全部。

无缘无分

因为我们一直在等不一样的人。

If this is a chance for us to really bond and you decline, it really shows. 

Wo bu dong what you thinking or what I thinking all the time. 

Actually it's always been an appropriate time to give you up 

Isit already time to give you up 

It hurts when you delete every single thing about me. Every now and then. 

Cause srsly Kai, 

I am the only god damn one who gives a fuck about you and your feelings 

你不问，我不讲。

I've been fighting you and this feeling all year long. 

I'm done. 

Hao lei. 

是对的爱，错的是时间。

Because now

Hurt > butterflies 

You. 

I think I lost faith in people that I love. 

If I can stay away and not see you for 3 months, will this feeling die out? 

So I just have to think about all your bad points and I can move on. 

Right? 

I really want this and i really can't wait for it to finally happen one day 

And you realize sometimes. 

The best therapy is just being alone. 

With nothing but silence that surrounds you. 

Tomorrow's just gonna be you, 

Me,

And our favourite sport 

💓

🚴👦

如果有一天，

我突然离开，

你会伤心难过，

想我吗。。？

The thought of leaving you is. 

Just unbearable. 

But I think it's time to put all this to an end.

我随时都能离开因为原因已不再。

It's so tiring to hide all these feelings I have for you 😞

1 year already. 

Hen lei. 

为什么只有你可以给我那种感觉？

是你，让我伤心 

是你，让我开心 

怎么办

这么办你这样？

你真的是让我情不自禁。

为什么你是我的快乐呢？

你一说了些什么我就开心的要死。

Cried my eyes out during conver. with sm today. 

Felt he's grown up. 

Yet a part of us don't really want to let go. 

But since he's decided to take the risk, then so be it I suppose. 

Hopefully heavens will watch over him. 

😞

Solitude mode on right now 

Distance is you and me.

It's like seeing you for the first time, 

All over again. 

看到你我的心就快乐了。

From the very first day,

You've been the reason for me attending trainings 

You've been the reason to my smiles

You've been the reason to my happiness. 

But, it's a been a year. 

My heart can't deny that it wants you more than whatever we are. 

从你恋爱，到失恋，到现在，

我都一直在这儿。

但你是佛看得见？

其实我懂，你看不见。

去年的今天，

我还是用一样的眼神

地望着你。

But now, it's more bitter than sweet. 

Coming to training seem to lost it's true meaning, 

Becoming painful & painful each day. 

But, 

How can I 

Ever being myself to

Not see you again. 

:'(

可能你永远都不会知道

你对我有多么的重要。

 

🐘