That's why I hate letting anyone in

Aish...

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Wow this boy! Hahaha

喜欢你又怎么样？

并不代表什么

并不代表适合在一起。

虽然很想和你在一起

他赢了，不是因为他回来，或因为我爸喜欢他，

而是因为，你从开始，已选择放弃我。。。

你不再相信，有人会，真心真意对你。

不管我们有多少回忆，经历多少风力，你也因此忘记。

Dearie, 我一直想要说的是：

我，是那个，不会放弃，不会耍你的女孩。我一定会全心全意地去爱你。呵护你。。给你，你一直没有得到的温柔。

-

 现在，我的心，正疼痛着，

因为，我们两，不够勇气，不够肯定，想要去爱对方。

I miss you so much it's killing me. 

To me, you're more than just that funny guy. 

You're someone who makes me feel safe. 

我已放弃他了，你呢？？？

每一次看见你我都想哭

每一次都想哭着跑到你怀里。。。

You mean so much to me...

And I never told you...

Because..

You're important to so many people. 

我

😞

你一定会赢

Cause I realt don't wanna be one of those girls. 

I've been through those phases a time too many. 

I don't wanna repeat that 

Why? 

You waiting for him to show up at the entrance to surprise you isit? 

Listening to this song isn't helping hais 

Meet the parents session

Please do not attempt the imitation 

Since when you so passionate one 

#liyanisabitch

Frustration 

How is this not vexing 

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

I knew he would like you!

I knew he would like you!

Isit fate that you and him met 😍

Staying awake to damn painful 

all I wanna know now is whether we can be together forever and forever and forever 

Gotta maintain my reaction out of jealousy........ 

Fuck you girls lol

You awkward cause I ask you that question, 

Or you awkward cause it's mutual..

You awkward cause I ask you that question, 

Or you awkward cause it's mutual..

痛却装不痛，最痛。

不懂从几时开始，

我的脑子不停地想着你。

So hurt 😔

Simi 三角恋

Oh my god...

Why does everyone want you 

Oh my god...

Why does everyone want you 

说没感觉是假的。。。

我好像。。真的很依赖你了。。

说没感觉是假的。。。

我好像。。真的很依赖你了。。

Because you showed me what I was looking for the entire time....

Your protectiveness. 

Your alluring eyes...

I cannot. 

I really miss you. 

I wish you could hug me in your arms to sleep. 

For once I really wish I am right.

At least it's about something. 

😞

I just wanna lie on the sofa all day and cry. 

難過 是因為悶了很久
是因為想了太多 是心理起了作用

------- 

stop playing with me already...

I really won't be able to take it...

Post camp blues hauzzzzz

I don't even dare to speak, 

To go close, 

To look into your eyes,

Anymore. 

I miss you everyday eventhough you're right next to me 

Though it really hurts because 

Seriously. 

Because being emotionally & physically attached to you isn't what I could control myself from, from the start.  

Funny how I dotn know when was the start

Though it really hurts because 

Seriously. 

Because being emotionally & physically attached to you isn't what I could control myself from, from the start.  

Funny how I dotn know when was the start

And all I can ever do, 

Is to take a step backwards. 

To avoid. 

To ignore. 

Just to maintain that friendship. 

One thing good about being observant and empathetic is that I can always better understand what people are thinking and make them feel better / good at the right time. 

The bad thing is I'm able to make myself feel bad all the time as well, especially ehen it comes to the matters of the heart.  

Like one move from anyone and I know what it means, especially when they are the girls who are attracted to you. 

All I ever think about is you. 

这感觉好幸苦哦

勇敢好辛苦哦

Then you realized all along you've been trying to replace that kind of happiness with something irreplaceable -

You make me the most happy. 

No doubt. 

Just really wish that one day, 

It will be us. 

Why so charismatic. 

Noooo....

TTT

It's impossible. 

Why why why why why why 

"Love without compatability." 

Stop this feeling once and for all. 

Stop it liyan. 

Don't get hurt. 

Don't hurt your friends. 

Don't. 

I fell for you. 

And I get jealous when you talk to other girls. 

Or when other girls talk to you. 

And I know they like you. 

I can't just. 

I just can't. 

好幸苦

好想对你说

So why did you have to touch me today? 

After all that you've said. 

stop it. 

I won't be able to take it. 

是不够清楚，

还是你真的不懂她们都对你有好感？

Because Of 1 girl,

You wanna hurt so many girls..

You've got all the girls attention..

I cannot. Let myself be one of the girls...

Please tell me..

我怎么喜欢你

If I'm u i will go 

All you ever do is to get angry with me. 

Is it okay that I want you all the time because 

I do?

天天只想要抱在你怀里

Why are you making me feel the way he made me feel? 

High hopes > hopes dashed. 

She hurt you doesn't mean every other girl will? 

I won't. 

But others need your protection too. 

Will you protect me like you're about to lose me any moment?

will you protect me 

Like as if I need the protection from a thousand worlds 

I want to see you all day everyday I want to study with you and whip you up food whenever you are hungry 

Like a stayhome couple 

If you understood that you can make me feel a whole lot better 

Heavily distracted

Because right. 

It's so hard to. 

And it's so hard not to. 

😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

You make me so sad :(

或许是太伤心

You know when you're so sad that you refuse to sleep?

You know when you're so sad that you refuse to sleep?

Having random chats because life is too full to be asleep 

我不在忍心，

被受骗，

被背叛，

被人放弃. 

其实你错了，

每个男人，都一样。

I won't steal from a friend 

so obvious she likes you 

I wish you can get over her ASAP because. 

有人在等你

我不懂你想的是谁，

但我知道，我想的是你。

Isit weird that I keep looking at our photos I mean like I don't know what this feeling is but I'm dying to find out. 

But... We both have been hurt so much I don't kno if this is possible. Like it takes a lot for both of us to love again. 

Tell me if you're trying, too. 

Our relaytionship from Friday rj Saturday to undah dissosdokved 

Back at swurr moments 

Used to Fridays with ya. 

 Next Friday confirm damn emo w/o u 

Can you stay by my side and never ever go away... 😞

Need you all the time 

心好想你

却不能和你说

😞

因为我也不懂这是什么

心好想你

却不能和你说

😞

因为我也不懂这是什么

Thank you for caring. 

Good night. 

❤️

Yeah I jealous 

I jus aloud that she can make you feel this way. 

Want your attention also cannot 

For once, 

I wished it'll be about me. 

I wish there's someone who could give me the attention.. The love.. 

It's so tiring to give love and feel like crap all the time inside... 

You're an immature fuck

I haven't been soooo happy in such long timeeeeee 

Sweet sweet one 

💔

不喜欢喊你，

但却逼不得已

You don't have to be scared, 

I will catch you if you fall. 

:)

:^

Stupid leh can chill or not 

Ok too much info 

I cannot. 

M 

I

S

S

Y

O

U

Because I haven't met someone that is can trust this way, in such a long time. 

But why are you breaking that trust 😞

If I could ever tell you how badly I miss your company. 

That I realize we could be good friends. 

I mean good friends. 

⛅️

怎么办

已开始想你了

错过了😞

甜甜的

甜甜的

 Miss you all the same 

But still I don't want to jump into this too quickly. 

Or should I say I'm trying to protect this friendship by not falling into it. 

I don't know how to tell you that I like your company 

其实以前已有一点小小感觉了，

只是现在看得比较清楚。

怎么办

😪😪

💗

因为你不再是我的幸福

能不能不要哭着唱歌

Cried 2 whole hours for ya, 

1st and last time I'm gonna do so. 

Swollen eyes, healed heart. 

开始觉得

喜欢和你聊天，

怎么办

开始觉得

有点想你

怎么办

幸好想的不是你。

幸好想的不是你。

If I lose myself tonight, 

It'd be by your side. 

If I lose myself tonight, 

Whoa, whoa, whoa. 

I don't know who I'm missing now 

To think that I thought you were similar to my bro, caring and always loving. 

But nope. 

Like what Shu wen said, 

Maybe you're just that little childish kid. 

Crushing on you for more than a year was a waste of my time. 

I'm glad I saw through that 

You didn't want to protect me 

I gave you the chance, 

You threw it away. 

I'm glad I've put it behind me 

我一直以为我们错的是时间，

但我错了。

其实我们错的是全部。

无缘无分

因为我们一直在等不一样的人。

If this is a chance for us to really bond and you decline, it really shows. 

Wo bu dong what you thinking or what I thinking all the time. 

Actually it's always been an appropriate time to give you up 

Isit already time to give you up 

It hurts when you delete every single thing about me. Every now and then. 

Cause srsly Kai, 

I am the only god damn one who gives a fuck about you and your feelings 

你不问，我不讲。

I've been fighting you and this feeling all year long. 

I'm done. 

Hao lei. 

是对的爱，错的是时间。

Because now

Hurt > butterflies 

You. 

I think I lost faith in people that I love. 

If I can stay away and not see you for 3 months, will this feeling die out? 

So I just have to think about all your bad points and I can move on. 

Right? 

I really want this and i really can't wait for it to finally happen one day 

And you realize sometimes. 

The best therapy is just being alone. 

With nothing but silence that surrounds you. 

Tomorrow's just gonna be you, 

Me,

And our favourite sport 

💓

🚴👦

如果有一天，

我突然离开，

你会伤心难过，

想我吗。。？

The thought of leaving you is. 

Just unbearable. 

But I think it's time to put all this to an end.

我随时都能离开因为原因已不再。

It's so tiring to hide all these feelings I have for you 😞

1 year already. 

Hen lei. 

为什么只有你可以给我那种感觉？

是你，让我伤心 

是你，让我开心 

怎么办

这么办你这样？

你真的是让我情不自禁。

为什么你是我的快乐呢？

你一说了些什么我就开心的要死。

Cried my eyes out during conver. with sm today. 

Felt he's grown up. 

Yet a part of us don't really want to let go. 

But since he's decided to take the risk, then so be it I suppose. 

Hopefully heavens will watch over him. 

😞

Solitude mode on right now 

Distance is you and me.

It's like seeing you for the first time, 

All over again. 

看到你我的心就快乐了。

From the very first day,

You've been the reason for me attending trainings 

You've been the reason to my smiles

You've been the reason to my happiness. 

But, it's a been a year. 

My heart can't deny that it wants you more than whatever we are. 

从你恋爱，到失恋，到现在，

我都一直在这儿。

但你是佛看得见？

其实我懂，你看不见。

去年的今天，

我还是用一样的眼神

地望着你。

But now, it's more bitter than sweet. 

Coming to training seem to lost it's true meaning, 

Becoming painful & painful each day. 

But, 

How can I 

Ever being myself to

Not see you again. 

:'(

可能你永远都不会知道

你对我有多么的重要。

 

🐘

翔

我答应自己，

尽管我有多么的喜欢你，

我也不想当一个情窦初开的女生。

但是，

我真的是

非常的

喜欢

你。 

哎哟

😪

Somehow, 

I just wanted to make sure that your face is on my mirror, just to remind myself that you are important. 

Maybe it's just me trying to make you part of my life. 

Hope it isn't one sided 😪😞.  

Feeling so terrible waking up. 

Missing you. 

Missing tooth. 

I need this. 

In love with my long lost earring ^^

All of the stars - Ed Sheeran

It's just another night
And I'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star
And thought of you

I sang a lullaby
By the waterside and knew
If you were here,
I'd sing to you
You're on the other side
As the skyline splits in two
I'm miles away from seeing you
I can see the stars
From America

I wonder, do you see them, too?

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

I can hear your heart
On the radio beat
They're playing 'Chasing Cars'
And I thought of us

Back to the time,
You were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand
Back through lamp lit streets I knew
Everything led back to you

So can you see the stars?
Over Amsterdam

You're the song my heart is
Beating to

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

And, oh, I know
And oh, I know, oh
I can see the stars

Unknown

What's that little feeling?

That tingling feeling?

New

Hi 

Haha 

Decided to revamp my old blog. 

 

Yes I know the in thing now is tumblr but heck.  

I'm an "oldie" and I prefer outdated stuffs cause I'm familiar with them. 

Heh.